and all of a sudden, everything came crashing down. <3

so i havent updated in forever! and amanda told me to so i am going to. things have beeen going awesome lately. im playing softball again for HOKEY!! i think this season will be fun!!! school is going okay i guess. FRiENDS are AWESOME!<3

pictures<3

new hair color . bitches i love it haha

miss those days me & the best friend.

yeah this loser is pretty awesome!!

yeah .. she thinks she cool ..

my best friend and i

yeah my camera became gay and decided to make pictures BLUE for some reason

first && second

these pictures are a CLASSiC! hahah <33

tell me we know how to decorate chairs!

summmmmmmmmer mornings in CEMENTON = LOVE <3

yeah were silly . i miss summmer

AMANDA that picture is just for you . hahah <33

i miss the old days specially SUMMMER <3

comments or whatever <3

the end of everything i used to love .

this week has been extremly good ;; and it was an entire week drama FREE witch is always good!! school has been good ;; grades are good for once ;; friends are extremly good ;; fridayy was kates birthdayy partyy witch was def. fun. it was a sleepover so i ovibously stayed the night therre. there are still those people who confuse the hell out of me ;; talk shit ;; and just completly annoy the hell out of me but i will def. get over all that gayy shitt... havent talked to nikki in a while dont kno what is up with that .. but whateverr.. im really not caring about anything anymoree. i really want it to snoww but i also really want it to be summer ;; i really miss summmer a lot a lot!! i want to go to the beachh. last year was soo easyy the cruise just gave me a break .. and then came backk to school for not even a wholee week and then had christmass breakk .. which wont be happening this yearr which kinda suckks . only 3 dayys of school this week then thanksgiving breakk ..

oo yeah and last fridayy in alg class i get stabed by a freaking pencil and it starts bleeding .. haah woww! bic that was hilariously funn!! should i get a paper towel and some tape . wow.

prolly wont be updating for awhille.

comments or whateverr. <3

It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen but it's even harder to give up when you know its everything you want

this week was better than the last .. well up to a certian point it was. the friends i still have are completly awsome! i love them so much.. wed. i got my hair cut and highlighted. i dint like it at first cuz it is really blonde but i like it now. hung out with the best friend on wed. and friday. it was fun!! BIG BOY!! lmao.friday was also kate freakin zubers 16th birthday!!  saturday i went to amandas house that was def. fun. chylled with alot of people. that i really dint kno... lol . but that was cool. so we just chylled watched the whitehall game on t.v they won! then we crashed sometime. todayy.. we woke up watched the longest yard. breakfast = yummy. then we got ready and went to softball. i love softball .. lol . did that till 130. then we went back down and watched them boys play some football for a little.  then i went back to her house . and came home . and now im writing this..

[. pictures .]

the best friend & heather

 STEELERS BITCHH!

 umm yeah.

 BIG BOY!! lol

more pictures laterr<3

editt// people are really gay these days. i also hate alot of people these days and i think hate is an understatment.. i dont kno what to do anymore. i  want it to snoww.!

your everything that i want but at the same time your everything i fuckin hate.

it isn't just her heart that's breaking
it's everything.

                     her heart finally told her to
                                                 Just let it all go.  ¢¾

last weeek wasent all that good. it actually cmpletly sucked. but im getting over alot lately .. im actually doing good in school for once. i dont know how i pulled that off eitherr. the friends i still have are completly awsome. last friday i went shopping with the best friend. saturday i help nikki and her mom set up for her dads suprise partyy . pretty fun. then came home and then they picked me up and we went there her dad came around 630ishh and he was veryy suprised!! ..JELLO SHOTS !!  went backk to her house till like idk when. came home and def. crashed. sundayy - i cleaned . kate came over for a little then i went to ikea with the parents i got a new bed + table +sheets + two really cool pillows +blanket .. finally came home . and my dad put my new stuff togetherr.. watched the eagles loose! ahahh eagles suckk! then went to bed . ... this weeek will hopefully be better than lastt weeek.

your nothing to me anymoree.

 iGUESSY0UWERENTWH0iTH0UGHTY0UWERE ..

 yeahh the weeekend was good !! .. i went to the northampton parade with the best friend on thursday that was funn !!  on friday me and the best friend handed out candy out at my house . that was fun cuz we got to talk and stuff b.c we never hang out anymore .. which suckks. then we walked around the ghetto hoood of egypt .. then we ended up going to mikes house .. we hung out there for a while ... then we walked back to my house sometime .. and yea so it was pretty funn. saturdayy .. was just boring as hell . parents had a wedding to go to . and there stupid asses dont kno how to answer their phone so icouldnt go anywhere which suckked! sunday i went out with the best friend . chylled at her house for the day . visited my nana in the hospital since shes been in there for like 2 or 3 weeeks.  then came home and did a major amount of homeworkk . i might go on a cruise with the best friend again. hopefully we go!! cruises are awsome enough said!!  -- mom dosent trust me anymore . ahah ooo well . when did she ever .. but ohh well . idc anymore..

she finally told him how much she loved him.
& all he said was one word, "oh" & right then,
her heart shattered into a million pieces. <||3

editt//

1. COKE OR PEPSI? Pepsi
2. VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Vanilla
3. LEMON OR LIME? Lemon
4. PINK OR BLUE? Pink

5. BLACK OR WHITE? black
6. CAT OR DOG? dog
7. MALL OR MOVIE? depends
8. THEME PARK OR WATER PARK? Theme Park
9. DAY OR NIGHT? Night...
10. LIGHT OR DARK? Dark
11. PARIS HILTON OR NICOLE RICHIE? nicole
12. CHRISTINA AGULERIA OR BRITNEY SPEARS? britney 
13. HOLLISTER OR ABERCROMBIE? Hollister
14. CALIFORNIA OR FLORIDA? Florida
15. EAST COAST OR WEST COAST? West Coast

16. SHOES OR SANDALS? flip flops
17. POLOS OR TEE SHIRTS? tee shirts
18. WINTER OR SUMMER? SUMMER I MISS IT!!
19. BEACH OR MOUNTAINS? beach
20. SWIMMING OR TANNING? bothh

21. BASKETBALL OR BASEBALL? basketball
22. YANKEES OR RED SOX? yankees
23. LOVE OR LUST? bothh
24. GIRL FRIENDS OR GUY FRIENDS? guy friends
25. FRIENDS OR FAMILY? friends = familyy
26. STARS OR MOONS? stars
27. LAGUNA BEACH OR THE OC? both thats crazy who couldnt like either one
28. CHAD MICHEAL MURRAY OR JAMES LAFFERTY? JAMES LAFFERTY .. now that was def. a stupid question to askk
29. HOT OR COLD? hott
30. HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? half full

31. PREPPY OR GANSTER? preppy
32. 50 CENT OR THE GAME? 50
33. CELL PHONE OR HOME PHONE? cell phonnee

34. AEROPOSTALE OR AMERICAN EAGLE? American Eagle
35. 7 OR 13? 13
36. CHICKEN OR TURKEY? chicken
37. VH1 OR MTV? mtv
38. ROCK OR RAP? rockk
39. WALK OR RUN? walk
40. RAIN OR SNOW? snow
41. FALL OR SPRING? spring
42. 100 FRIENDS OR 1 BEST FRIEND? one best friend
43. CITY OR SUBURBS? City
44. MANICURES OR PEDICURES? manicures
45. LC OR KRISTEN? LC
46. TALAN OR STEPHEN? Stephen
47. LAGUNA BEACH OR THE REAL WORLD? Laguna
48. JOHANNA OR MELINDA? Melinda
49. DANNY OR WES? wes
50. HUG OR KISS? hugs
51. TARGET OR WALMART? Target
52. PANCAKES OR WAFFLES? waffles

53. FRENCH FRIES OR ONION RINGS? onion rings

54. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING? md's
55. APPLEBEES OR CHILIS? applebees

stole that from lauren cuz shes cool like that!

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